so i just recieved an awesome job fighting for the enviorment and human rights and i got a manager position so im in charge of a bunch of people. i get paid 300 dollars a week.

im really excited about this. ill be making a diffrence, permenatly (hopefully) and for the greater good.

so right now im fighting for

1. gay and lesbian rights to get married.

2. more solar energy in the state of california.  were trying to pass a bill that will place 1 million more solar powered homes in california. 1 million.

why do you need a bill to have more solar energy?

~if more houses convert to solar energy than corporations will be loosing money. and with 1 million more homes converting a lot is to be lost in these dirty power plants.

so if your interested at all you should look more into it.

so right now im just hanging out. its delightful.

alex is so lovable when hes high. its wierd but i like to cuddle with him more when hees high becuase he is just so damn cute.

weed is still lame though.

besides that ive just been hanging out with friends and catching up you know?

but this all seems to cause a problem in brett and i's relation.

i think jeesus has gone out of his way to frustrate me. i dont think i have ever been able to say "everythings gravy" becuase theres always a fucking problem with everything.

no, i just think im retarded at harmonizing things. its a damn curse i tell you. its like impossible for me to mix my personal life with my love life. both sides get angry when i neglect.

thats why i hate mixing buisness.

my friends are a buisness and brett is a buisness. not in the corprate way clearly but in the way of if i take my fucking eye off of either for one second it all goes to hell.

and this all really chaps my ass.

this all makes no sense right

and a quote:

"you know when a nigga trys to get all cupcake with a girl so he can hit it and quit it.i dont need to do that. i just be myself anf they all come to beat it."

-my brothers best friend mark.